hati dan perasaan itu milik Allah,bukan kita.

kamu pernah berada di dalam situasi di mana org yg kamu syg declare dkt kamu dan cakap die syg dkt kamu?
kamu pernah ade dlm situasi di mana org yg ckp die sgt syg kamu,tetiba cakap die dah x syg kamu lg dah?
kamu pernah berada dlm situasi utk melupakan org yg kamu syg?yg kamu bg hampir seluruh hati ni dekat die?
tp kamu pernah x terpikir kenapa die senang2 cakap die xde perasaan kat kamu lg?
cm mane die blh let go kamu macam korang xpernah ade ape2?
well,the answer is simple,we dont own his/her heart.but Allah did.
perasaan syg ni mmg boleh berubah..
lagi2 perasaan antara kekasih yang belom sah lg..
bape ramai org yg kawin dgn 1st love die?
xramai kan?
sometimes,1st love is a lesson 2 u so that u can improve your weakness in your relationship for the second love.
dulu,aku selalu berangan utk ade 1 love only.
maksudnya,aku kawin ngn org yg 1st aku syg.
but at that time,i dont realise i dont own people heart!
pernah x terpikir yg Allah tarik balik perasaan korang 2 sbb Dia syg kat korg?
mungkin bila korang kapel,byk dosa yg korang dah lakukan...
God loves us sbb tu die x nak kita asyik buat dosa jep..
ntuhlah..
dlm 1 hubungan 2,yg paling penting ialah ko syg dia n dia syg ko.
well,this is from my point of view.so if you think otherwise,its your own opinion.
tapi,bg aku,dr rasa sayang 2 lah wujudnya kepercayaan.kesetiaan dan macam2 lagi lah.
once u dont love him/her,well all the other feelings will disappear.
korang dah x kan nampak lg dah baik orang 2.dan semestinya waktu tu lah nampak semua keburukan orang 2.
waktu tu baru rasa yang korang xserasi lah,die tu cmni lah cmtulah...
tapi,ni bg pihak org yg meninggalkn...cam ne pulak dgn orang yg ditinggalkan?
semestinya dorang akan rasa HEARTBROKEN.which hurts alot.
n time ni lah korang blh nampak betapa emosinya org yg ditingglkn blh jd..
macam xpikir ape dah..yg dia tao,die nak balik kat org yg die syg 2..
well,this only happen if u really love your ex!
kalau setakat main2,mesti xkan rase sakit patah hati 2~=)
tp,mcm mana pwn ko nak kat ex kau 2,macam mana ko try nak tipu diri kau yg korang still kapel,it wont change anything!
kalau org tu dah xsyg ko,ko just x leh nak paksa lg dah...
sbb 2,cam mane ssh pwn,ko kena jgk move on!
well,im saying this to myself.
aku pwn x tao ape yg aku merepek ni.
tp i kind of angry bila org x nak terima hakikat yang orang yg ko syg sgt 2,dah x syg ko!
walaupun ssh,plizs try!
maybe sbb aku rse aku try sgt33,n when somebody told me he/she cant,im kind of pissed.
aku boleh,so ko mesti boleh.
n plizs,dont blame your ex!
mesti ada sebab he/she leaved u...


p/s:ni entry xsedar diri.

some people show their pain to others,spill it out and make a lot of efforts to feel relief...
but then,i cant..i keep it inside..and it hurts me even more..
but i dont know how to let go of this pain.
i lied to myself..
creating something to let it go there and make it private so that nobody knows.
lied to people around me..
doing stupid things..
and hoping i will be fine..
i do feel better.
but then,there will be time when i feel that pain again..
and every time i feel it again,it has become more painful..
i dont want to be like this!
i hate it..
someone,please change ur heart with me.=')
mine is so weak for me to handle.


mood:merapu!sory!

things i wanna do if i meet my mr.right!

seperti yang kita semua tahu,kita semua ada kita punya mr.right...betol tak??
semenjak dua menjak ni,aku asyik terpikir,what things i wanna do if i meet my mr.right???
heee.macam gatal pulak!=_="
yelah. aku pown da lama x update blog an sampai  kawan aku cakap akunye blog dah penoh dengan sawang..=')
jadi x salah rasanya aku kongsi dengan korang kan333????=D



these are the things i want to do if i meet my mr right : 

1) i want to ask him,

"what takes u so long to find me????"

well,soalan ni macam lah salah dia kan x jumpa aku awal2...but i really need to ask him this question!if only my mr.right know my condition right now...he wont leave me even for a second!*ceewaaahh*.

and of course..he can cure this "unbearable pain" that happens to me right now....

but most importantly,he can make me MOVE ON(which i really,really,really wish for!!)

tapi its oklah...i will be strong and wait patiently until he come to me!=)

2)  i am able to cook for him!

hee..ok.this require me more efforts but i need to be prepare so that when the time comes,i dont have to look like a total loser in front of him!hee.

besides,aku akan make sure time tu aku dah layak untuk jadi isteri mithali..hehehehee.*sengih lebar2*

wait!!jgn cakap aku gatal pulak!!of course kita nak kahwin ngan mr.right kita kan??!=P

apa2 pon,i hope when i meet him,i am as perfect as i am!

da matang and mampu berfikir dengan rasional and TAK EMOSI! *terasa dengan diri sendiri*

nampaknyee...this second thing buat aku rasa x nak jumpa mr.right itu!=_="

3) i want him to accept me for who i am!

ni antara yang paling penting yang aku nak my mr.right know...HE HAVE TO ACCEPT MY FLAWS...

as a human being,i am not perfect!

and i know,im a bad person....

so i just want him to accept me...

i cant change if i dont want to...tp aku x de lah degil sgt!*menipu*..

he can change me into a better person if he know how to do it!=)

tp aku akan bg tahu die awal2 yang DONT EXPECT TOO MUCH FROM ME...

MR.WRONG makes my heart unable to function PROPERLY!=')

aku pon tak pasti sama ada aku akan dapat lupakan my mr.wrong..so i hope he can understand me....

4) i want him to accept my family and friends!

first thing first,my mr.right WILL NOT be someone that cant appreciate my family and friends!

mereka2 semua ni adalah orang yang menjadikan hidup aku lebih indah!

tanpa dorang semua,aku x rasa aku akan jadi macam aku sekarang ni!*paham x?haha*

so,aku mmg xakan terima orang yang x boleh nak terima keluarga aku dan kawan2 aku..

walaupun aku sayang sgt kat die pon,2orang golongan ini lagi penting daripada die...

senang cerita,my mr.right memang akan diperkenalkan kepada semua keluarga aku dan kawan2 aku!

2 prinsip aku...

kalo ko nak aku,ko kena terima keluarga aku n kawan aku.

thats it.=)

okie.aku rasa ni jeplah yang mampu aku taip..aku tahu aku dah lama tak update blog!aku cuma tak tahu nak cakap macam mana..aku lagi senang bercakap daripada menulis!=) lagi pun,ayat aku macam susah nak dipahami cikit.heeee.nanti aku update blog lagi k?thanks sbb sudi baca post aku yang agak merapu ni!=).babai~

p/s: can mr.wrong be mr.right AGAIN???=')

mummy!=)

Dear mummy,

im so glad 4 having such a great mummy in my life!♥

thanks 4 all ur loves and concern!

thanks mummy 4 

always be patient with me n others!

thanks 4 being a really good mother to us!

im so glad to have u as my mother!

thanks god 4 giving me chance 2 have this kind of mother!:)

thanks 4 everything mummy!!

i always loves u!=)

Dear mummy,

u are my mother who will always try her best to make her children happy!♥

trying her best to not be touched by her children's attitude!

cook whenever her children are hungry!*especially kakcik!:P*

advise her children when they are doing something wrong!

and even try her best to understand her children better!

u always listen to our joy,happiness and sadness!

u always there when we feel needed!

no one can replace u!

no one can be as good as u!

thanks 4 everything!!

what u have done to us( Hani Khalidah Hanafi, Hanif Meaw, Dayah Hanafi, Nana Hanafi, Hanis Hanafi) will always be in our heart!

we love u!!

sorry 4 not being such a good children 4 u!

hopefully,we all can make u happy with ur life!:)

i hope u will have a good life after this with ur beloved husband,our irreplaceable daddy!♥

happy mother's day,mummy!!

you're the best among the best!!

with love,

jaja hanafi.=)

for me,everyday is mother's day!i love my mother everyday n not only today!

today,i cant go home..so its disappointing because i want to celebrate this day together with my family!

my siblings had plan something to surprise her but i am not there to join them!

arghhh.

what to do...my final is just around da corner!='(

HAPPY MOTHER's day to all mothers out there!

friends,please say happy mother's day to your mum on behalf of me,ok????

=)