5.11.10

I Love you with the breath, the smiles and the tears of all my life♥


I loved you once, I love you still, I always have, I always will...en.akmal haziq bin zulkifli!♥

heeeee~
tetbe terase mcm nk cerite pasal en.lebah disini...
tp...
nothing special pwn..
cmne aku blh ske die?
aku pwn x tao cmne nk explain kat korg..
can i say that it comes NATURALLY?
LEH JEP KAN?
heee..
because,die mmg xde langsung ciri2 laki idaman aku!
wekkk!
hahahaa.
dah2.
kang korg mesti geli kan dgr cte pasal mamat ni...
heee.
aku x tao npe...i dun know how 2 gossip about this boy!
makin lame aku ngn die,aku jd makin secretive!
kalo dulu,i can tell my friends bile aku gado ngn die ke ape ke..

but now..
i dont think i should tell my friends!
maybe sbb byk sgt gado?
ermm..

yelaaa,korg pwn mesti laaa muak asyik dgr cte pasal die jep!
heee~
tp ramai pulak yg suh aku cte pasal aku n pakcik bangla ni~

tp aku xde idea nk cerita mcm mne..
aku n die..
kami hanya seperti pasangan2 biase laa kan..
kejap gado..
kejap ok.
kejap gedik..
kejap emo..
kejap tacingg..
itulah kami!
mcm tajuk entry aku ni,,,,
I Love you with the breath, the smiles and the tears of all my life...
aku x tao laa da bpe byk smiles da aku wat sbb die..
tp yg pastinyee,mmg byk laaa tears yg die tngglkn kat aku ni!
huuuuu~~~
kalo aku simpan da cukup nk wat tasik ke kolam ke!hahahaa
tp yg penting,
i really appreciate him!
aku sgt berharap aku x kan rase ape itu 'HEARTBROKEN'
i dun know how 2 handle with it..
lagipown...
love ini sgt ssh!
its better not 2 loved somebody rather than having somebody!
selepas bertahun2 aku idup single..

i prefer my single life!
heee~
tp nk wat cmne kan..
kalo now aku nak tingglkn die without specific reasons,it will be really hard 4 me!
Going back with him may be hard, but going forward without him is impossible.
maybe possible,but it will leave a really big hole in my heart!
so just dont think about it..
hopefully,nothing bad will happen between us..
INSYAALLAH....
tp papepwn..
i believe in FATE!
:)
if something happen,maybe its because he is just too good 4 me!
or 
he deserve someone better than me!
i am not a good girl with beautiful face and nice attitude!
i am just an ordinary girl with medium face and bad attitude..
so having me as his special one maybe just not suitable 4 him!:)
but till that time come,just let me love you..my bittersweet heart!♥.
i love u!:)
p/s:I just close my eyes because I might see your face. 
I just close my mouth because I might hear your voice.
 I just close my ears because I might hear of you, 
but I could not close my heart
 because I love you
MOOD:ANGAU YG X BERKESUDAHAN!:)

14 comments:

Asyraf said...

wow,, mcm bkn haja yg ku knali r.....=____=''

jaja said...

acap,dis is another side of me yg kadang2 menjelma!:P

JaJa++NaNa said...

jaja, yurp...u've changed a lot. happy for you. im praying for your happiness...may it be eternal syg. i love you. jgn pnah t'pkr mcm mne skit nye "heartbroken". :))

a.i.N.a.t.u.L said...

dislike when u compare yrself like tht,,
4 me,,u r da gorgeous + supportive + undertanding gurl i ever met,,*wink2*..
2thn sekelas ngn akmalhaziq,,bkn nye baek sgt pon dye tu..wakaka;D
nasehat se0rg tmn,,i kn0w it's hard (ceyt,,cm da ade pnglmn jerp,,;p )but as much as u can,try to jage yr hati n dont put aside yr priority n responsibility as a student n a daughter,,
love is a gud thing as long as u know how to deal with it;)

Anonymous said...

ila: a'ah la,,akmal haziq bkn baek sgt pon,,hahaha,,
acap : betol2,,bkn senang nk tgok another side die tuh,,,, ^__^

Anonymous said...

Rasa kasih dan sayang tu kan anugerah Allah, let it come natrually and dont worry its easy to handle, yang penting understanding each other and carring, yg lain tu doa yang tebaik untuk diri kita dan orang yg kita sayang tu...

tira azhar said...

woot woot.
another side of u is taking over. :)
be happy always dear~ sorry, dah lama tak gosip ngan kauu.

jaja said...

hannah,aku takot kalo tetbe rase heartbroken 2!!!wuuuuuuuuu~~~
doakn aku au!!
iyla,thnx sygku!!tptptpt,aku mmg x lawa bla3 2 smue laaa~:)
akmal haziq,u mmg!!
mami,thnx mami!
ily~:)
tira,im tryin 2 be hepy!:)

jaja said...

hannah,aku takot kalo tetbe rase heartbroken 2!!!wuuuuuuuuu~~~
doakn aku au!!
iyla,thnx sygku!!tptptpt,aku mmg x lawa bla3 2 smue laaa~:)
akmal haziq,u mmg!!
mami,thnx mami!
ily~:)
tira,im tryin 2 be hepy!:)

Asyraf said...

sum times we need 2 feel it 4 our own xperience.....:)
tptptptptptp x de r ku nk ko break an......:))

jaja said...

acap!!!
x break pwn da rse da weyh~
so x yah laa weyh!:P

Asyraf said...

ok fine.....=.=''

Anonymous said...

ala ja..
dulu ko jgk yg ckp ngan aq "muke aq muke dak couple","aq x nak couple sbb ade wat promise ngan group sss"(tpi tu dimaafkan coz bende tu da berakhir after spm.. but now???
anyway nasihat dari aq..
1)laen kali jgn cakap besar sangat(hehehe.. yg kecik2 dimaafkan)
2)hormat each other tau...:)

P/s:- pesan kat mr lebah ko jgn maenkan perasaan ko....

jaja said...

adeh22~
ni spe ek sygku???
sengal laa ko~
len kali mention laaa name!
:)
nyway,thnx au!!
doakn kteorg~:)
n333,aku pwn mne ad ckp aku x nk kapel after spm???
aku ckp aku x nk kapel BEFORE spm..
aku rse smue org tao!
hahahaa
tp x sngke leh sngkut kat laki slandr!:(
papepwn,thnx sbb care pasal ak!
terharu222~~~:D