30.10.10

:)

aku nk membebel lg blh x????
kalo blh ak membebel222,kalo x aku diam!
haaa~
korg ckp cpt!
kalo lmbt2 idea ak pwn ilang~
ahaahahahahaa
k laa,k laaa.
aku tao korg mesti bg nyee~*seske ati*
sbb korg mesti rindu nk dgr ak rungut2 ni smue..
ye la.
bkn slalu da dapat on9 n bermesra2 ngn korg2!
kan?kan?
syg korg~*spe korg 2?:P*
act,aku tgh nk BACE math2 ni haa.
tp aku x de mud laa pulak~
so aku pwn letak laptop kat depan aku!
heee~
tptptptp,
buku math still aku bkk au!
BUKAK laaa*bce x!:P*
anyway,math sem ni ak x bape nk berkenan sgt!
byk +math time f.5 2!
aku lg ske +math f.4 dr f.5
yg aku plg x ske ble ade permutations,combination,n probability 2!!!
wuuuuuuuuu~~
cm nak nangis jep tgk ade topik 2!!!!!
T____________T
da laaa cekgu math aku sem ni garang!!!!
meh2 aku cte kat korg pasal cekgu math aku ni..
waktu die 1st time masuk kelas aku,tgk muke die jep,
teros jantung aku dupdadupdapdupdap*x tipu au!*
tgk muke die pwn ak da takot~~~~T_T
den die pwn stat laaa ckp2*jantung aku still beat kuat2~!*
ade 1 ni yg die ckp!aku mmg x kan lupe!!
"ok,sye nk tao awk punye result +math n math1 awk"
waktu ni aku on jep,tp tetbe die cakap!
"based on result awk 2,sye akn judge awk 4 sem ni!cthnyee laa kn,kalo awk dpt A 4 math 1,den tetbe sem ni awk nyee kuiz,tutorial ni smue terok..sye akn.."
aku da berdebar da nih!cuak kot!die pwn smbng...
"sye akn anta awk pegi jumpe kaunseling!x pwn sye anta surat kat department!or i will give u the privilege to see the dean!bkn sng nk jumpe dean sorg2!skunk sye bg awk peluang 4 jumpe dean alone!"
wow!!
sumpah aku terkedu~
T____T
tetbe aku rse cm nk out laa pulak!
nk blajo math!
pppffttt!
ahahahaa
tp time 2 nk tulis markah math aku pwn aku da cuak daa
wuuuuuu~
tp die da sound awl2,
"kamo tulis betol2 markah kamu 2,ill check it"
adeh333~
kecian kan aku??
tptptp,
cekgu ni baek au!
die ajar pwn ok jep~
cume die tegas+berdisiplin laa!
which is quite good 4 someone like me!
pasni,hw,xcercise smue mmg ak buat laa kan!
hahahaa
owh ye!
cekgu ni ade beberape rules die yg ak kne follow!
rules 1:kena dtg kelas plg lmbt 10 minit!kalo lmbt pwn kne roger die!kalo laa aku terlambat 20minit,den aku x bgtao die,bile aku masuk kelas jep,aku kne berdiri slame 20 minit!
kire cm,bpe byk kite terlambat,byk 2 laa kite kne berdiri kat dlm kelas!smbil take note ap yg die ajr smue!*cuak33!*
aku ingat lg,,,2nd day aku nk masuk kelas,aku pwn bersemangat laa dtg AWL CKIT!
kelas kul 2.00.
dlm 1.50 aku tgh jln terkedek2 n santai2 ke kelas~
tetbe kwn aku text aku!
"hajar,cepat ckit,sir da masuk!!"
omg!!!
tros aku jln cm lipas kudung!*ye ke lipas kudung??hahahahahaa"
xmenang kaki aku!
tercungap2 aku!
dtg2 kelas jep tgk rmi da bdk2 da dtg!
aku pwn berazam laaa dtg awl ke kelas!
heh~
rules 2:kene silent ph kat dlm kelas!if xsilent,kena laaa beli kan gule2 4 smue org dlm kelas!*wow!*
hehehehehee
rules 3:yg ni mmg aku x tao nk ckp ap~die ckp cmni,"i want u 2 dress PROPERLY"!*aku teros pndng kaki aku!omg~~sye pki 'skin sock!*
hehehehee.pasni kene pki stoking pulak!!
adeh333~
p/s:kene revise buku +math!:(.aku da lupe~wuuuuuuuu~hope2 aku lepas ngn jaya 4 math 2 ni!:)

28.10.10

HUG

PLIZ HUG ME NOW...
ANY1?
HEEEEE~
aku penat laaaa.
adeh22.
peluk ak kuat222.
kalo boleh jgn kasi lepas!
*rindu ayt ni!:)*
p/s:jgn tnye pape!im OK!:)

25.10.10

membebel!=_="

Aku pelik betol tgk kwn2 ak ari2 update blog!
hebat btol~
Ade jep idea nk membebel sorg2..
Aku mmg xde idea laa kan!
Kalo nk ikotkn leh jep nk update,tp sumpah malas!
Lgpwn bkn nye ckp bnde2 yg bermanfaat pwn!
Asik merepek jep..
Kecian korg2 yg follow ak kne bce mende2 ngarut yg ak tulis ni~*ak bajet jep ad yg bce!:P*
Hahahaa.
Tp,arini nk merepek leh x????
Kalo ak tnye soklan 2,mesti rmi yg x bg!
tp NAK JUGAK!!
:P
Today,ak start balik life ak kat uia!
Sumpah nk jerit kuat2!
ARRRGGHHHH!
Nk blk umah!
Ahahhaa
Cepat gler homesick!:P
semalam balik2 uia teros kemas barang2 yg super duper byk!
dengan baju2 yg xsempat ak nk lipat 3MINGGU YG LALU!*bkn salah ak,bpk ak dtg awl sangat!T___T*
beg yg aku bwk balik ke uia ni pulak cam org bru pas kawin!*spe yg kenal ak mesti dpt bayangkn bape byknyee brg2 aku!hahahahaa*
aku tengok beg ak paling gemok n besar skali time 2!hahaha.aku bwk beg roda yg besar 2!
bantal and anak patung ak jep da 3!
1 bantal panjang
1 mika*ank ptung aku*
1 bantal peluk2 bentuk love!
pas2 beg makanan lg!
beg sandang jep da ade 2!*tetbe aku rse mmg byk!:P*
den da berposak aku mengemas,aku pwn layan laa cte boys over flower malam 2.
sumpah penat tunggu cte 2 loading!
jaat gler!!!T____T kul 3 bru aku tdo au!!n333,dpt tgk 1episode jep!
aku rase pasni balik umah bru laa ak sambung tgk cte 2 blk!
lgpwn ak perna tgk da cte 2
tp x ingt da jln cte die!
heeee~
arini lak,just bz  tgk group,jadual,check in bla33.
Penat den jalan!:(
Sok bru class start!
Jadual,,,,,,ntuhlaaa,,,,,,xde laaa pack sgt!
N333,penin2 cikit.
Ssh ak nk xplain.
Kalo aku xplain mesti berjela2 post ak ni haa.
Yg penting ad sedikit kekeliruan..
Aku sepatutnyee ambik 
physics 2
math 2
computer 1
arab
chemistry 1
Tp dsebabkan ak kne REPEAT BI*kwn ak bru ckp,ak bknnye FAILED tp REPEAT!ermm,ade beza ke?=_=”*,tetbe jep ak nyee jadual ade 
math 2
physics 2
bi
arab
SAHAJA!
Adeh2,
Mne pegi comp n chems???
X kn laaa last sem ak blaja chems 1,2 n comp 1,2
Gler laaa aku cmtu!
adeh2~
Tp ade budak ckp ade 4sem,ade bdk ckp lak 3 sem!
ermmm
Kalo 3sem mmg ngarut laaa jadual ak 2 kan!
Kalo 4sem logic laa ckit!
Penin x?
Sok da nk stat kelas!
kul 8 pagi lak 2!
adeh222~
Owwhh ye,dlm jadual 2,aku nyee class smue STAT KUL 8!!!kecuali ari rabu!!
wuuuuuuuuuu~~~jaat2222!!!
N333,ARI JUMAAT KELAS ABIS KUL 5!!!
Sshlaaa aku nk jumpe mak bapak ak nanti~
Mesti dorg rindu ak!*poyo2*
Lg 1,line tenet ak pwn makin lembap,so aku pwn cam malas laaa kan nk bkk fb,ym,skype,oovoo dan sewaktu dgnnyee.
Kalo ak bkk pwn,ak tgk2 gitu2 jep.
Noti kat fb 2 ak biar kn maximum 99 bru aku bkk,
Agk2 need me, contact me through my wall d fb yee!haha*bajet2*
Skunk ni aku x tao nk wat ap!
Sumpah bosan!
Wuuuu~~~~
Owh ye,ak terlupa lak!
MAKANAN KAT UIA NI DA MAKIN XSEDAP!!T_________T
mcm suh aku makan ckit jep!
Hahaha.
Jgn harap!
stok makanan kat loker masih byk!*credit to mami n dedi!!:)*
Lg 1,aku rase pasni blog aku mesti bersawang2!
Tp x tao laa jugak kan,as ak pwn makin menyukai laa pulak blog ni.
Maybe sebab byk kwn2 aku yg ade blog ni kan.
So leh komen2 ni smue~
Heeee~
K lah!
Tgk,kan byk ak da membebel!
Until we meet again~
Daaaaa~~
p/s:aku rindu rakan2 ku!:( spe rindu aku???angkat kaki lak!aritu da angkat tgn kan!hahaha

22.10.10

i wanna grow old with you ♥

Every time I see this video, my heart can’t stop saying that
 ‘I want to be like this! So cute’
Heee~
i wonder if my dream to grow old with him will become reality or not!
I hope he will be my first and last love!:)
AMINNNN~
Anyway, i still believe that 
ajal, maut, jodoh dan pertemuan itu ketentuan Allah SWT.
so if anything happen, i have to accept it! :)
However, for sure it will be really hard for me to forget someone who fills my life with colours!
Maybe i have to block him ?
Or ermmm,become a playgirl?
hahaha
I cannot think of it!
i don’t have any idea on how to react if anything happen!
Luckily, i have my friends besides me!
I know they will give me support and strength!
and they will advise me until i recover!

Anyway, regarding this video, i have a little conversation with mr.bee at my fb!
Take a look of it!
*i will be the red 1 n he is the blue 1.:)
adew certain boley,,adew yg xley,,huhuh
T____T.ap yg x blh???~
bsuh pgan,,mkn u kne wt!!!
alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
T___________________________T
xley mls2!!!
tptpttppttptptptpptptptt.....:(
tp ap???
tp x romantik laaa cm2!
cube kalo i msk,u tukang kaco~
i cuci pinggan,u tlg lap2 n susun2~
heee
comel kan??♥
kalo cmtu ok la,,boley terima =)
and ade 2 da ngarot2 da ngn rahim n cik tira azhar.
pasal madu,naruto,dragonball smue da kuar!heh~
kalo bab2 ngarot mmg no.1~
tp ni smuee sala lesboku 2 jgk!
stat ckp pasal naruto bagai..
haishh.
ak lupe2 pasal dragonball still nk mng guk!
x nk kala 2!
masing2 duk defend stand masing2!
as a result,berlambak laa komen kat c2!
nk tgk lebih lanjut?
rujuk sini!
anyway,ade sum1 ckp cmni:
"awak,,sorry sgt2 ap yg brlaku,ap yg sye wt kt awk, ap yg wt awk cdey, ap yg wt awk geram,ap yg wt wk penin,sorry 4 everythin."
*nk bunge2 kejap!hee~*

k.da penat da ngarut.sory korg sbb kne bce bnde2 yg x berfaedah ni!heee~until we meet again~*poyo2*.haha



p/s:lg 2 ari nk kne blk uia!! T__T

20.10.10

miss..

I miss my old me.
I miss myself who is hard to cry.
I miss myself who is always laughing.
I miss myself who is always available for her friends.
I miss myself who do not think so hard.
I miss myself who do not involve with any love matters.
I miss myself who can manage her feelings.
I miss myself who is not so sensitive.
I miss myself who do not need a man in her life.
I miss myself who do not become coward easily.
I miss myself who do not become so ‘gedik’.
I miss myself who do not 25/7 with her phone.
I miss myself who love 2 gossips.
I miss myself who take care of her friends so much and always think about them.
I miss myself who always have enough credits when my friends text me or need me to solve their problems.

I know...
 I really know...
I’m changing!
Every1 is changing.....
So do me...
But,
Right now...at this moment...I just missed my old me BADLY!
But,
I know...
I can’t change myself into the old 1...
I can’t make a U-turn ...even if I want 2, it will be really hard....

Dear Friends, 
I want to tell u...
Even tough I’m changing...
U will always be inside my mind and heart...
Our memories together will never fade!
I will always remember our moments together...
I love all of u!
Really2 miss u all...

Thanks to all my friends for giving me support when I need it.
Thanks to all my friends that calm me down when I was so afraid to get my results.
Thanks to all my friends that hear my problems.

Friends,
Lately,
i know, 
u have 2 hear many problems from me.
N it’s not serious problems at all.
It’s just a simple matter.
but I took it seriously!T__T
u doesn’t say anything about it...
U just listens to me...
Thanks to u,my friends!
Especially my bestfriends*spe trase angkat tgn cpt!:)*

Last but not least,
sye syg awk smue sgt33!kalo awk x syg sye pwn xpe..sbb sye yakin awk tipu!:P

special thanks to:
emg+sss,
newtonatorz
selandarian
pu3 friends
uia friends
all my bestfriends!
syg kamo smue sgt333!:)

p/s:my result is not so good but ALHAMDULILLAH:).anyway,.hate 2 say this,but,i have 2 repeat my English!n it have 9 credit hours!OMG!but its ok.becoz i pass other papers.what HE give to me is more than enough.THANX ALLAH!:)*wlupun kadang2 terdetik jgk cm sedih!:)*

CURRENT MOOD:
PENIN!SERABUT!KUSUT!PENAT!

19.10.10

what should i do?

He gives me support every time I need it.
He gives me strength every time I feel so weak.
He always besides me when I feel so needed.
He always did something that cheers me.
He knew how to cool me up.
He will contact me when he knew I am not ok.
Sound cool right?
But,
What if all these sentences are vice versa from what really happened to me?


Should I be grateful?
Or
Should I regret it?


Should I think about it?
Or
Should I take it easy?


What should I do when all of these keep on repeating in my life and I don’t like it at all?

Does anyone know how to deal with these?


I don’t have any experience about these so it’s really hard for me!
Even if I don’t want to think about it, my mind doesn’t want to follow me!
It keeps on running on my mind and I can’t take it anymore!
And I don’t have any idea on how to manage these kinds of things!

Can u stop repeating these? Can u?
I know u cant...:(

That is why I don’t know what to do...
U will always like that and I will always like this!
I’m sick of these but I don’t want to lose u!
Because losing u is worse than this.
Having to be alone without u besides me is a nightmare!
Leaving u is the last thing I will do.
But i need to stop these kinds of feeling!
It does really irritate me!


Today, 
i will get my sem1 results...

I really need u!

Can u please support me and don’t leave me like this?

I have really bad feelings about this result.
I don’t think i will pass it with flying colours.
I don’t think my pointer will make my parents happy.
I think I will fail at least one subject!
I think i will repeat many subject!
I have to prepare mentally and physically(maybe?) if i get bad results!
and,
What afraid me the most is that i will not taking engineering programme anymore!!
I’m so afraid that the department will send me into the ICT programme.
Arrghhhh!!!!
I feel so dizzy!
I want to cry!
I don’t want to know my result!
I don’t want to check it!
T_______________________________T
Anybody, help me!

p/s:he message me and said, “nanti kang ckp sye wat bnde yg sme”.haha. it really happened! sorry!if u messages me earlier, i will not write this kind of thing!       

5.10.10

kesygan~:)

yeaayyyyY~~
2day nk jumpe en.lebah!
x saba,xsaba,xsaba!
ahahahahahhahaa
syg,wait 4 me k?
i mandi,siap2 ni smuee
jap g kte jumpe!
ngn cik tira n kwn die!
:P
k.
2 jep~~
daa~
p/s:post makin lme makin pendek!t laaa ak wat pnjng2!:)

malas!

seyes mls nk update blog ni!
tp cm da lme xupdate!
bkn xde idea,tp idea da ilang!
hahahahahahaa
k lah.
2 jep~~
DAAAAAA~~
:p