He gives me support every time I need it.
He gives me strength every time I feel so weak.
He always besides me when I feel so needed.
He always did something that cheers me.
He knew how to cool me up.
He will contact me when he knew I am not ok.
Sound cool right?
What if all these sentences are vice versa from what really happened to me?
Should I be grateful?
Should I regret it?
Should I think about it?
Should I take it easy?
What should I do when all of these keep on repeating in my life and I don’t like it at all?
Does anyone know how to deal with these?
I don’t have any experience about these so it’s really hard for me!
Even if I don’t want to think about it, my mind doesn’t want to follow me!
It keeps on running on my mind and I can’t take it anymore!
And I don’t have any idea on how to manage these kinds of things!
Can u stop repeating these? Can u?
I know u cant...:(
That is why I don’t know what to do...
U will always like that and I will always like this!
I’m sick of these but I don’t want to lose u!
Because losing u is worse than this.
Having to be alone without u besides me is a nightmare!
Leaving u is the last thing I will do.
But i need to stop these kinds of feeling!
It does really irritate me!
i will get my sem1 results...
I really need u!
Can u please support me and don’t leave me like this?
I have really bad feelings about this result.
I don’t think i will pass it with flying colours.
I don’t think my pointer will make my parents happy.
I think I will fail at least one subject!
I think i will repeat many subject!
I have to prepare mentally and physically(maybe?) if i get bad results!
What afraid me the most is that i will not taking engineering programme anymore!!
I’m so afraid that the department will send me into the ICT programme.
I feel so dizzy!
I want to cry!
I don’t want to know my result!
I don’t want to check it!
Anybody, help me!
p/s:he message me and said, “nanti kang ckp sye wat bnde yg sme”.haha. it really happened! sorry!if u messages me earlier, i will not write this kind of thing!