hello there!
actually,i don’t have any intention to update this blog!
but i don’t know why,i just need to tell something here because i don’t know how to say it without hurting anybody..
huh!
but i know i will,especially when i write it here!
hurmm
i don’t post this entry to fight with anybody!
so don’t get any hard feeling when u read this!
u know,
sometimes,we just need to learn when to hide our feeling and when we should express it!
Especially when you want to express your loved to your special one!
u know,sometimes,we just need to accept what HE give to us!
there must be a reason why HE let something happen to u!
if someone don’t love u but u love him so much,u have to do something to stop loving him!
i know it is hard for u to forget someone that u loved
someone that u really3 trust and really3 kind to you!
who know u really well and can make u feel happy even u have many problems!
a person who makes ur life brighter and even make u dont know what is the feeling of SAD!
but hell yeah!u can if u want to!
it is just that u afraid to feel alone!
u afraid to face the truth that he is not the one that love u anymore!
and of course,u just afraid to lost him!
u will and ABSOLUTELY feel that as long as u with him,u will not feel so much hurt rather than he leave u!
as long as he keep with u,it is ok to u!
no matter what he do,what he say and what he think!
i know very well this kind of feeling!
maybe u would say,im different from u!
but what i feel right now is just the same with u!
he leave me alone but i love him so much!
i cant live without him!
i need him by my side!
i give him my heart,my soul and almost everything to him!
so???
does this mean he cant leave me and will be by my side forever????
does loving him will guarantee me that he will love me forever???
then????
what should i do???
should i keep thinking that i cant live without him???
no!
i still have to move on with my life!
he will not come back to me!
even if i cry so much until i blind,i cant make him love me back!
right?
u cant force someone to love u!
perhaps u might think that u do not have any intention to force him.
but if u always say or write that u love him,like him,cannot live without him in somewhere public,do you think he do not feel anything?
especially when you know he will absolutely know what u feel when u write it or say it there.
i know you need to express what u feel,but u can make other solution right?
maybe u can create another place for u to say about him!
a place that you know he will never reach and know about it!
this is just an option from me...i dont want anybody to know that u love him so much..
y??
lets see if u are at his place!
think,what would you do if this kind of thing happen to u??
is someone love u so much but u just cant give your heart to him?
think!
that is what i did!
and it really help!
i don’t say u cant love him...but,
u know,sometimes we just need to hide what we feel!
especially from him!
the one that we loved!
why?
because we did not fall in love with someone on the condition he will love us too...there are no condition in love...
so keep loving him!
i don’t ask u to straight away forget him!
i just want u to give a try!
even tough its hurt, but it must be a reason why something happen to us!
just believe in HIM and our fate!
then,everything will be ok!
u will feel some peace in your heart when u let him go..
y??
because,when u see the one that u loved happy without u..u should be happy too!
as long as he can smiling brightly without your absence,it is absolutely ok!
do u understand??
i hope so..
please33,don’t think that i want to have some fight with you!
yeah,you who know this is for YOU!:)
why??because im not writing this entry so that i will lost my friend!
my really2 true friend!
i dont want this entry to be the reason why we cant be like before!
i dont want him to be the reason why i lost my friend!
i dont want my friend,ANY OF MY FRIEND,to feel what i feel!
i hope u understand!
:)
this picture tells everything!:)
p/s:this entry is longer than i thought!=_=
